The (not so) Secret Life of a Cat Lady

Saving Face

Stand at the face of infinity,

and see me.

Read from the books of reality,

and hear me.

Take heed in word I will sing to you,

then feel me.

Find fact through the eyes of integrity,

then teach me.

Close doors on forgotten memories,

to need me.

Speak silence in words of true honesty,

to have me.

DLM




Words will Manifest


Blood and life in the tips of my fingers
click, click on the small padded squares.
constant pressing matters of the brain
calling to the conscious
from the subconscious.

They live in me and my body trembles as
they fall from the world within my limbs and flesh.
a day without words manifested is like a day without
a stranger in ones life.
Unusual to me.

I am not unlike the bear.
I am living on the white lace and satin.
Manifested in the words of my flesh
Blood and life
Blood and Breath
They live in me and I simply offer them to you.

And they make me beautiful.

DLM

Although I'm sensitive to the earthy humor of Red Skelton and the likes, as well as the twisted peculiar humor of Muppets and Saturday morning 80's cartoons. I have never enjoyed so much as I do now, the strange and ridiculous humor of the television show The Office.

The months go by.  I will probably count them for a while as they continue to get further and further away from August. I'm exhausted and sometimes very confused.  I've spent so much time in prayer and conversations with the Lord I feel like we've been to lunch each day. I've shed a lot of tears lately.  I've been trying desperately to keep my head above water and not drown in the creeping depression that has slowly made its way into my life in the last 6 weeks or so.  I finally decided to get help and have been medicated with Cymbalta for 4 days now.  I can honestly say I am beginning to feel like I am coming out of this fog and making some improvement.